Now adalah bulan ramadhan,,im alone..yeah let me type once again, im alone..u know how if feels? it kinda..boring,sick n donno. y dont cha u describe it urself! y y y? becoz my family does not stay at kuantan anymore! they leave me alone..i miss my abah n ma super much right now..hmm miss my mum cooks, really want to manje2 with abah. u know, when we in front of the people the we really love or the person that we rely to, we can simply turn into a 6 years old child that cannot do anything by themself, for example myself, when my abah was around its like i even donno how to use public transportation, im willing to wait for him for hours rather than just take a taxi or bus that just in front of my eyes! now when im alone here, rasain lu! but luckily i already own a car, so easier for me a lil bit.
The other person that I really miss is my love, its not that I want to jiwang karat o wuteva, but it just that..yeah i really miss him la bro! ramadhan for this year is not the same as the last year, he always by my side..when im in the hardest o happiest moment he always there for me..but not know, not anymore..he far from me,,but not far from my heart..highlight that! Last ramadhan almost everyday im breaking fast with him,,at the padang..so sweet, sometimes i cook for him, sometimes we just bought food from the bazar, such a sweet moment to remember..=) now im ALONE, i had to go to bazar alone, just eat at my home,(uma sewa) I still remember, before he go to selangor, at one night, my stomach suddenly felt hungry,,u know , gastrik , it can suddenly comes and will give u trouble, ur body will shaking, n u bout to faint if u not take food on that time,..it was around 2 am when that happen, no one else in my mind, just him, so i hurry up call him, poor him, when he answer my call, he was just sleep in sound..n i disturb him maybe,,when he know my problem, without hesitate he come to me n bought nasi goreng for me,,=( really miss u syg..
One more person that i miss so much is my bestfriend, ieka,,miss u cyg,,when can we breaking fast together? i know u so busy ryte now honey, n i can't force u to follow my words just like that. hmm but can't u just come to ktn even just a day?? well just a day syg...huhu,,i really wanna go to you, but u know, im afraid to go alone,,but one day i will go to u again darling..keep my word honey..hehe hmm i wonder wut chu doing now? my happy go lucky ever after friend, i really miss u, >_<
However, im not so alone actually,,hehehe i still got many friends around me, my lovely gengs, my super gf housemate,,they really made my day..they make me smile n laugh..it just that i got jealous easily when they want to go dating with their bf,,huhuhu...
This really that we call soseh-soseh n pot pet- pot pet..haha